I love to be alone because I find comfort in loneliness.

Today was cross-country at ecp yay x) cchms, vjc , vs , cedar girls were all there so you can just imagine to traffic jam when you arrive and leave. Hahaha. Lucky Sandy's mum offered to pick me up, haha thanks yo (:

Got the class tee today hmm. Yellow. It's so awkward cause ly is yellow also /: but hey, it's different shades of yellow right, don't need argue la -.-

This year's class tee is nothing as compared to courage ones. Yellow and black. Two colours /: I miss cr so much.

Had lunch at singpost with yuxiang , hengwei , andrea , heiman , jiehao , gabriel , linus and junwei. 2cr forever manz. I don't feel a sense of belonging to modesty yet. Lets wait and see I guess. Hmmm /:

After that I finally bought. Breakdown album yea!! Finally hahaha. My love <3 keke ryeowook looks damn hot and sexy. Only regret? No poster or photocard hmm ):

Yea, actually thinking that if I met up with Edmond today, I will think of Charles. No joke. All my primary school memories were ace together. If I see Edmond, im bound to think of him again. Charles. Selfish ain't I? Promised to forget and yet here I am again reminiscing old times. Ironic.

Is it a good thing or a bad one? Charles, I actually miss you. Everytime, I am actually expecting to see you on the mrt. Thinking too much I guess. My preference of guys have actually changed after you. I don't know why but GL guys always attract me that way. GL like you, funny like you, pervert like you haha.
Used to it I guess? 1year2months. Long enough.

Without you by my side, I am still strong.
But without you by my side, is my life even complete?

Reachin for the love that seems so far.

So we lost, we lost to time, we lost to distance. We lost the love we loved the most. Do you think of the times like I do? Were those tears you shed when it happened real? Charles, can we give us another chance. Another chance to start it again, to make it right?

Give me a sign. Tell me you're fine.
Give me a sign. Tell me it's alright.
Give me a sign, if not I will stay here waiting for you. Stupid ain't I? I don't want to, but those memories. I want to experience them again.

It was you who taught me how to love.
It was you who held me tight and say you'll be right there.
But, it was you who pushed me away and broke my, broke our hearts.

Given another chance, will we make the same choice?
Given another chance, will we learn to love right?
All I know is that, given another chance, I will hold you tight, and never let you off my sight.

I still love you,

But do you still feel the same towards me? ..