I love to be alone because I find comfort in loneliness.

' 04041986 a jewel monkey came on earth with the name of 이혁재.aka은혁.aka멸치. This lovable monkey is loved by many and we wish him all the best as SuperJunior. As tourslesjours boss. <3

Haha. 光阴荏苒, its already April. It's THE month. The month of your birthday boy. Im looking forward, yet dreading it. Will you reply to my wishes? Boy I'm still hoping for you to do so.

I keep dreaming about it recently. Those memories. Bittersweet. We went through so much together. Yet we part just like that. Saddening enough. A quarter into the third year without seeing you at all. Will I ever forget you? I keep seeing you in my head. With the same gummy smile you had.

Haha. But you haha you. So,caring so thoughtful yet so mischievous. Haha.
Remember us throwing everything at each other. Hahah it was like it was only you and me and no one else mattered. You were a gentleman. Always giving in to me, secretly caring for me. I never had to worry that my correction tape will run out cause I always see a new refill in my pencilcase when it's about to be finished. Ah those memories.

I dont know since when, I will use your name in my composition. And the more I think about it with you as the main character, the smoother my composition will go. The power of you I suppose. Yea, the power of love.

First love. Young love. Unforgettable love. Is it right to keep on dreaming like this?

Every time I chance upon a romance novel or a romantic drama, damn those memories and my imagination. If that were you and me, boy we will be happy. If that were you and me, boy we will last. If that were you and me, boy we will never be apart.

Hah. But boy, no, that will never be you and me, not anymore hur.

Heart clenching. But what am I to do anything about it? What am I when I am without you? ..