I love to be alone because I find comfort in loneliness.

#throwback from many activities. Because many pieces of memories are together as life. Yes though it's not perfect, what else can we change now? So we miss out friends, we fall in love, we lose someone. But that's life. I know it theoretically, but I always do the opposite.

Yet im thankful for everyone in my life. I'm sorry if I'd ever disappointed anyone, I'm just me. Too much in my mind for me to handle actually. Yes I do breakdown from stress from rs and studies and stuff. Yes majority is still you but lets leave it like that.

As much as I hate people leaving my life, I find many people leaving my side. Then I curse, those lies everyone said. To say that you'll be there for me, to say that we will remain as friends. Why say that when you know you're gonna break that promise. Why is it that no one asks, heh. Then don't lie at all. So tired. If. Ahh. If.