I love to be alone because I find comfort in loneliness.

This is definitely a bad thing.  Im relying too much on you now. Evey decision I make I will unconsciously seek your opinion. Why is this happening?
Its so weird to how I became like this. I never did so why now? I hate this feeling of not knowing why and how this feeling even started.
Am I just weird or that my heart is acting up again. Have I braced myself to be strong enough yet?
So many questions. So little answers.