I love to be alone because I find comfort in loneliness.

#ootd for day one.
Cny was awkward as usual. It's so annoying how we only get to go visiting at my paternal side this year. Cousins there are either overage or underage. Awkward ariel just sat at the sofa with earpiece on and got scolded for being antisocial.  I mean if you stand at my point of view you definitely will understand my behaviour. What you expect me to mix will the overage saying their boyfriend blahblah getting married blahblah first kiss blahblah? Or be a nanny for your aunts? How about no.

Besides, ive got so much to think now. For instance how am I going to complete those annoying hw piled on my table. And not forgetting tests. I swear school's being a bitch. The only good of school is releasing early on Tues for their own cny lunch.

And how am I gonna sing if I sound like a duck. Sore throat for thw fifth day alr and its not getting any better. Already avoided new year goodies and sweetened drinks yet my throat is being an ass. I need to train my vocal chords too okay. Doesn't help if my throat dont get better. Plus I have no idea why im training my vocals for. Still in love with strong vocals. Side note.  Ailee new song "singing got better" is srsly respect. Those feelings and those vocals. I hope I can train to that standard though impossibl but. No harm.

And lastly. Hello how am I gonna wish a friend(or not)(idk) happy birthday if I lost my contacts? I'll be labeled as a daoster again damn.

Lifes an journey so tough I hope it ends here.