I love to be alone because I find comfort in loneliness.

Work yesterday scared the hell out of me. Crap. I hope I didn't get recognised. And I hope the customer won't pop up again because walao scare the hell out of me. And must be the table next to the counter some more. That's my station >:( worst 20min of my work life and I really hope I don't get to experience it again. Not ready for confrontation even though joel says I should but sighs I don't know. Losing these friendships will be worth it (?)

I guess I'm gonna just let things flow naturally. If he confront first I'll entertain(?) I don't think I'm gonna take the first step. Because for one, I don't think I have his number anyways. For two, too cowardly bleh.

That last act of 'bravery' was a rash decision that I did when I was probably drunk or something pssh.  Not that I regret though. But I'm still trying to find that tiny piece of guts that made me do it. For the first time ):

😐😢