I love to be alone because I find comfort in loneliness.

One month into new school life. I don't know what to consider my status in school yet.
My class yes I love them as a whole. Funny and stuff but as we break down. I look at the girls I have to be with.. They aren't the ones that will go crazy with me like how jiayin will. They don't seem to appreciate my lame puns nor understand my hyperness at times. Seeing how April is next month. I don't even know if they will go through this dark period with me.

Friends yes but I don't think we will last that long. Prove me wrong maybe.

I'm soso glad there's gene and jianyangjinyang in school with me. Like they are the ones who accept me as the crazy kid around. Now in school I'm just like I need to spazz but there's no one here. These times I miss jiayin yet she's at vj. A sch that I don't like why. Appreciate every meet ups with all the love but yet I bring back emptiness within.

Will I ever find true friends. True enough to accept me for who I am?

17 now. May I be more mature to learn to live, love, and forgive.

Tb all the different events.