I love to be alone because I find comfort in loneliness.

Now that it's 2015, I actually get worried for what was said then coming true already. Dreading and fearing them some much yet there's nothing I can possibly do.

So this is how everything is gonna turn out in the end. Even after buying so much time. It's time for this final goodbye. I'll take a step behind, one at a time. Until I don't see your shadow anymore. When I turn round and walk this new path, I pray that I can embrace it with confidence. Too much tears have been shed for you. I have been too foolish to punish myself so harshly because of you.

Take a deep breath and continue this journey of life. This time round, abstaining from you. I need to exercise selflove. I need to build myself up to stand strong once more. I need to start living for myself.