I love to be alone because I find comfort in loneliness.

How dare you criticize my efforts.

If I had to rank them all for the past 4 years, I probably placed the most effort this time round. Yet how dare you blame me for being sloppy without even knowing what happened.

Sick and tired of you pushing all the blame to me. How is it that everything that goes wrong is my fault. Do you not spare a thought for me? Why do they all get special treatments yet I am always the one clearing up their shit.

You say you are always fair, you really think so? When i spill out my grievances, you always find excuses to cover yourself or give soulless apologies. What is the fucking point of my survival in the first place.

Don't push me back to that black hole. I tried so hard to get out it.

Don't force me to break my limits. I have experienced it; it's so lonely, it's so frightening.

Just don't. Don't make me hate you again.