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Friday, October 14, 2016, 5:31 AM
graduation
graduation @mjc 2016
Not really the best institution I've attended but still thankful for the people and memories built there.
Honestly, I really only appreciate dr rahman and missheng as dedicated teachers there.
I really love how the dr is always there to encourage us and support us, sending us individual messages to cheer us on. I love how he can be so tolerant of our bullshit 99% of the time and by far really the best chem teacher ever. Will always remember all gossip sessions together and I'm really thankful for all he has done and I'll do well by him!! This dedication is a real understatement of how he contributed to my jc life but I just want to remember how impactful he is as a teacher to me.
Econs is the only consult I'll ever go to; not because I want to, but because missheng pushes me to. Thank you for not giving up on my shitty econs since j1 and for believing that I have the potential to do so. I really feel v bad for you seeing how crazy busy you are with all your council, planning, and consult schedule but I am truly grateful for how you will sacrifice your rest time for us. Also, I will do well by you even though I still don't like the subject. ( ps I love you more because your form class is a201 and I get to see the only hottie in sch more often since our classes are associated by you ) ( and yes thr are regrets today but I'll never forget the conversation we had today Tommy )
Going back to my own ct; I don't really think that you've impacted me v significantly unlike the rest of the class. Like yeah you are fun-loving and always treats the class to good stuff. Though I think you're superficial. Ps, you don't know me at all before saying that I'm too young to be aloof. I deem myself unapproachable only because I need to avoid any relapse. I mean , you don't expect me to go round sharing that I have social anxiety and mild d right . I need to protect myself and that's how I'll do it .
Similar as last year; my cch morning buddies played an impt role in life and I am so thankful for them. Classmates are decent, they make good company but I cannot bring myself to share anything still. My problems are way too personal to share, and I don't think telling you guys will help me anyhow.
Overall I'm like super disappointed how there is legit so little hotties to eye candy, like legit only 2 ?! ( Mateen and Tommy) and I realized ppl for cch are still the best company 5 ever.
Next phase of life; totally unprepared and lost. I don't know if I should ride on the flow of the waves or starting swimming off to find another island. I guess I really need to find some time to put in more thoughts since the future is now so near.
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